Focus......

“Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.”- Arnold Schwarzenegger
“The worst thing I can be is the same as everybody else. I hate that.” -Arnold Schwarzenegger

FIGURING OUT THE FIFTIES.... SO THIS IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT.......

Friday 6 November 2009

Frustration, Fury and Finally!!!

Went to Amanda's last night for a catch up and arrived right on the kids bath time and bed time... YAY!!! got to get lots of hugs from Miss Lily and she went to bed clutching the soft green ball I gave her when I arrived LOL.. She climbs into her bed, flops n her face and goes to sleep, hell most of my family would kill to be able to crash and sleep like that LOL

I read one, I only have ONE Nana, book to Joseph Jofus who is now five and full of why's? when's? How's and Noooo Nana's thats not how I do its... LOL

Sat and had a big chat to Manda and then headed home before the storm that didn't arrive arrived...

we have the thunder rumbling round the island this morning or it could be the echo of me throwing a hissy fit cause I went to train legs this morning and couldn't... just couldn't!!!!!!!!

I went to the Smith Machine, loaded it a little lighter than usual because me back started to niggle on Wednesday and woke me a couple of time last night with leg pains...

Got under the bar and took it off the hooks...... one half a squat and back she went onto the hooks... no squatting today... tried lunges... nope... leg press.. noooooo.. in the end I did very light leg extensions and a few light leg curls.... F*#K!!!!! I am totally pissed at this.. totally!!!!! I hate being broken!!!!!! I don't like broken... broken sux big time...

Nothing to do but wait till I see what my Doc says on Tuesday.... Hopefully I wont need to buy another magazine to find a cure...

I FINALLY got the programme I need to open my " self tests" to work at 9.30 last night.. Did my first self test and passed with 100% correct YAY!!!! So I am doing my first assignment tonight... had big dreams about the future last night.. when I dream in colour they seem to come true so I will see you all at this big meeting I am guest speaking at one day...

4 comments:

Raechelle said...

My-you are full of the F's this week...Frustration, Fury, Finally, Fairies, oh and aFoot...hehehe
Dang nabbit about your pains! I feel for you sooo much! Have you tried googling it? I had gone to my doc, a physio, chiro and then researched online to find that one of my many pains was due to my sacro-ililac...wouldn't want someone that I'm paying because they are supposed to be educated in the body to figure it out...noooo we have to frickin google it!
Hope you get to the bottom of it soon hon!

mq01 said...

im looking forward to that guest speaking event!!! the doc stuff, i'd be pissed too, hang in there sweetie. at least its friday for you, you hung out with the kids, you're kicking ass on the course...this is all SOOOOO VERY COOL!!!!!!!

KRISTIN said...

You poor thing Cathy! Look after yourself! As frustrating as it may be, I know for a fact that it'd kill you if you had to have longer off training than necessary due to training through pain just becuase you wanted to. You are stronger than that and you know you need to look after that smokin HOT bod of yours so you can get back up on stage again soon. Take care and well done on your study! Rockin it already! Woohoo! xoxo

Dianna Broeren said...

Oh I hope I'm at your meeting :)
Dream Big Baby!!