I am FI.N.E.... F*^ked up Insecure Neurotic Emotional... F.I.N.E....
Had to go and tell my Mum and Dad yesterday arvo and hopefully explained it well enough that Mum actually got some sleep last night... sigh, she will worry but I wish she wouldn't. Dad doesn't show his worry but his concern was there and I hated having to put the worry on their minds when really, until I know something definite, there is no point in being concerned...
Trained Chest and Triceps this morning cause I am collecting Amanda and family from the airport tomorrow morning and I am hanging out to see them, she really is my BFF and I have missed her heaps!!!
Added 20 minutes of Cardio to the end of it and still love the running although I have been told to keep my heart rate below 75% now "just in case"... Fuck its the whole "just in case" thing that's driving me nuts...
The whole up in the air hairy fairy no plans can be made thing IS driving me nuts...
and...
On top of all this....
I have this thing I have to do today and really it will be one of the toughest things to do, the hardest thing I have ever had to tell someone......
There will be tears
There will be sulking
I will be looked at with eyes so dark and gloomy my heart will break...
Yes, today I have to tell Tank the budgies are going home......
Wish me luck!
3 comments:
:( the budgies? the birds?
have a great weekend!! focus on fun family friends and more fun!!
Hey Cath
Seems like I've missed your news. It's a real inconvenience, and I hope your liver concern works out for the better, and it's not bad news. In hindsight, it was probably a good thing that it was picked up, before anything serious could happen.
As far as the ab separation...Bugger! So you've been hit with a double whammy.
I have been going through the same emotions in regard to injury. It really pisses you off for sure that you can't train as much or as intensely as you'd like. The hardest part is having the patience to do what needs to be done. For me, the thought of surgery is enough to have me fearful...I hate surgery (and I've only had it once). So, compared to you, my injury pales in comparison.
Hang in there Cath! You've come so far and achieved so much. This is just another test of just how strong and determined you can be. :)
Hey Cath. Hope you are feeling ok today. This is just a hiccup and you WILL have it resolved and get back to 100% again, I am SURE.
Thinking of you heaps and sending positive thoughts xxxxxx
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