Focus......

“Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.”- Arnold Schwarzenegger
“The worst thing I can be is the same as everybody else. I hate that.” -Arnold Schwarzenegger

FIGURING OUT THE FIFTIES.... SO THIS IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT.......

Friday, 12 November 2010

No- Blogs No-thing....

Yes I know, I have not been blogging.. what is with that!!!!

Well No-thing really....

No Really, I have No thing to blog about, well there is a lot of "stuff" and "bother" going on in the background but nothing that I can broadcast or that is even enough of an interest to talk about...

Basically I am like the proverbial duck.. looks serene on the surface of the water but underneath my little stubby legs are paddling like shit but I am going nowhere.....

Been keeping up the cardio, missed one morning this week just because I didn't want to go, the training that night was pretty blah as well but then we all have days like that once in a while... missed the cardio this morning and won't be training tonight as we are going to a Baseball game with my Cousin and his wife... I am really looking forward to a total change of scene and to have the time to catch up with them!

 Have three gatherings in total this weekend which is so out of my comfort zone it is ridiculous... I am looking froward to all of them but wow all in one weekend is bizarre....

Food has been same old same old, now have raw beetroot back in my life  nuom nuom nuom... and.... due to a total weird set of circumstances I actually had a McD's cheeseburger the other afternoon!!! I don't know if it was very tasty or appealing, just sort of ate it cause I was too lazy to think about eating anything else...

Now I have no scientific proof for this but I personally have a reason to never eat a McD's burger again.... The only different thing in my food for the day was the burger.... that night... Nightmares of epic 3D proportion... coloured, horror, death, blood, fire, slashing nightmares that woke me in a sweat and terrified... I never have nightmares... never... and my coloured dreams have always been a dream that I experience later in my life.. sort of a prediction??? so as far as I am concerned there is definitely something in those damn burgers that mess with your head... and I hope that this coloured dream is totally not like my normal ones!!!!

The rest of my days have been spent organising a lot of changes in my life... I certainly do not like most of these changes, but if there is one life lesson I do know all about it is that all changes do happen for a definite reason, at the time you may think that it is not for a good reason, but eventually you will find it is the exact change you needed and that you are relieved, happy and grateful that the change took place.....

So forward into the changes..... I will let you know, when I know, what I know, when it happens.... Ohhhh I yes I am still a total diet jelly slut... can't change that...

4 comments:

Rae Cattach said...

That always happens to me too. No social invitations for 6 months and then you get a pile of them all for the same weekend!!

I haven't had a McDonald's meal in years, can't say I miss them either! Had a HJ's whopper junior after comp 2 years ago and was totally disappointed. Certainly wasn't the way I remembered them that's for sure. Give me a gourmet homemade pizza in my sister's wood-fired oven, or a nice meal at a restaurant any day!

Have a great weekend :)

mq01 said...

damn curiosity has now got me bob and cinco! :) cant wait to hear about whats happening with you. i hope all is well with these changes.

hey, vivid nightmares, that was me every night for a month up to the day i canceled my sturgis/ironbutt ride attempt. very weird...

have a fabulous weekend!! xoxo

Chelle said...

I bet you the crazy dreams were to do with ALL of the PRESERVATIVES! I'm pretty sure i've heard of people leaving maccas patties on a plate for over a year without even the slightest bit of mould growing!

lastchancetraining said...

I'm relieved that there's still that relationship with your diet jelly - so when are you going to come to brisvegas to spin :)