Focus......

“Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.”- Arnold Schwarzenegger
“The worst thing I can be is the same as everybody else. I hate that.” -Arnold Schwarzenegger

FIGURING OUT THE FIFTIES.... SO THIS IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT.......

Tuesday, 19 May 2009

QUALIFIED FOR OCTOBER!!!!!

The results are official and I DID place 4th!!!!!! Wooooohoooo!!!!!!!

Back to my food today and already feeling better although I am suffering from major heartburn from the "normal" food I ate... not in a hurry to have any more Nacho's that's for sure...

Back in the real world and after being promised a uniform jacket when I was at work yesterday I arrived this morning to be given a size 14!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!

Honestly it even has built in shoulder pads and I look like a bloody Frankenstein with huge square shoulders and skinny little size 8 legs in pants that are too short sticking out the bottom....

When I said "14???????" I was told I had to have a size 14 because my arms are too long for a size 12, but the ridiculous thing is my arms are too long for the size 14!!!! I actually though the jacket had 3/4 length sleeves and I was told just don't reach out your arms all the way.... WTF???????

Am I missing something here... because I am 172cms tall it is expected that I should weigh 100kg cause that's how the uniform sizing works!!! No wonder it is so accepted for the general population to be obese... Are you only allowed to be a size 8 if you are 150cms tall????

I can't believe that I thought I was starting to enjoy my sucky job.. I find it so degrading to walk around in the jacket and it is too cold not to.... sigh!!!!

I am now searching even harder for a way out of that place.... I just want to be more involved with health and nutrition...

Got to go now, washing to hang out, meals to cook, routine to practice!!!! Off to see Kelli again tomorrow afternoon, hmmmm measurements could be interesting.. all those carbs have definitely stuffed up the natural processes inside me... yuk, I just want to eat more veges!!! LOL

7 comments:

SeLiNa said...

WHOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
Go girl, we're twinnies!!! Both
4th place!!
So are you doing the ANB as well, I still haven't committed :)
But keen to! Just gotta get this bloody routine sorted.... :)

witchazel said...

Hell yeah doing the ANB, I have had a routine organised for about 2 months but haven't really practiced, been too busy trying to learn to "relax" lol so now I have 10 days to try and find some rhythm!!! LOL

MISS TANK said...

Hi there! Your stage presence was awesome!!! CONGRATS and cant wait to see you at the ANB's!!
All the best!!

sarahz said...

WOW you look amazing what else can I say. Hard work paid off!

mq01 said...

woohoo!!! i am so happy that you have accomplished so much, 4th is awesome. as far as hating the job, being involved in health and nutrition sound like such the way to go anyways...you go girl, you can do it, be happy in everything that you do!!!! :)

witchazel said...

Thank you Mq01, Miss Tank, and Sarahz. I am still on a bit of a high and my training is buzzing again LOL althugh I will probably fall over again next week but it will be easier this time cause I now know what I am doing this for and how it wil feel when I get there... woooooohooooooo

SeLiNa said...

LOL!! I've had my routine for ages too, but am about to do the 10 day cramming...
Was too nervous about posing and had to 'perfect' that - although I was far from it! LOL!
I feel better knowing I'm not the only crammer ;)